Monday, February 28, 2011

Surgery Date

Exactly a week after I called I finally got a date, two weeks away but its at least a date. I am scheduled on the 10th with pre-op on the 2nd. Now I just have to wait til then to see if I will get to keep both of my tubes and if either of them are open... Have I mentioned how impatient I am or how much I hate waiting???

I think I am going to talk to Dr B about the scheduling. I don't think it should have taken a week to get something scheduled. It just seems wrong that I would be told she didn't have time. Last time I checked, when a customer calls for something, it is taken care of as soon as possible and for sure the very same day. Not 4 days later AND I had to call her, it wasn't like she called me with the date and time... I called her. UGH... just makes me angry all over again when I think about it!

Oh well... I am just going to believe and wait for good things! All good things come to those that wait! Right?

Lamentations 3:22-26
Because of the LORD’s great love we are not consumed, for his compassions never fail.
They are new every morning; great is your faithfulness. I say to myself, “The LORD is my portion; herefore I will wait for him.” The LORD is good to those whose hope is in him, to the one who seeks him; it is good to wait quietly for the salvation of the LORD.

Thursday, February 24, 2011


So I wonder... when is calling the doctor back again and again too much?? I called originally on Monday because Dr B said to call once I started... never heard back so I called on Tuesday, she said she hadn't gotten to it yet but she would, now here it is Thursday. I called her again and she said she would do it hopefully today if not tomorrow. Really?

So when is it OK to get frustrated? I mean seriously I am in limbo. I cant plan anything til this is done. UGH! I am just not patient and I get that but at what line do I say this is beyond being patient and ridiculous that the Doctors office is not on top of things...

Proverbs 3:6
In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make straight your paths.

Tuesday, February 22, 2011


Yay for a long weekend, went to the shooting range with the family on Sunday and saw Never say Never with my niece and the boys on Monday! I gotta say... I just might be a belieber!!! Hes a pretty cute kid and he's multi talented! Genesis is for sure smitten! I so remember those days!

I talked to Dr B's office today. I am just waiting on them to schedule the scope and we will be on our way. Hopefully it will be this week!

Ok, this may be tmi but since the ectopic pregnancy I have had serious cramps and periods... I wonder if that is normal? I need to remember to ask!

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

Good News\ Bad News

Well... the good news is that my hcg levels are back at zero and I will be having a scope surgery next week to check for blocked fallopian tubes... the bad news is that I had an 8mm cyst on my right ovary and it ruptured... Can I just saw OUCH!!!

It was definitely the most painful think I have ever been through... and that's saying alot because I have had several rupture...

Anyways back to the good news. Sometime in January I had an HSG done to check the patency or flow of my tubes after the ectopic pregnancy... it wasn't good news or so we thought. It appeared that both of my tubes were blocked and that my only options may have been IVF or adoption. Dr Young referred felt I should see a specialist so ... We are back to seeing Dr Bello and she is the one who will be doing the scope next week. She feels like everything will be ok and that we will still be able to get preggo!!! YAY!

Can I just say that my GOD is so good and even when I am impatient, doubting and negative he comes through and I see my dreams coming true again...
Thank you God for loving me and my family and being on our side!

A dear friend of mine told me that she felt a need to tell me to read 1 Samuel 1:1-20... Its beautiful and it lifted my spirits.