So I finally called the doctors office for my results only to find out that not only is my HCG level not down, it only dropped by 200. This apparently caused some concern to my doc so now... I get to not only get poked again but visit the doctor on Monday. I hate waiting but even more so when it is so up in the air about what I am waiting for. The nurse said that it could be several things even good news, which I really hated hearing that because the little hope that was wiggling is now knocking me down. So silly me starts researching and believe it or not there were quite a few stories like mine that go well...
I think the hardest part about the phone call to the doctor's office was that I was looking for closure and instead I get nothing... Until Monday!
Show me Your ways, O Lord; teach me Your paths. Lead me in Your truth and teach me: for You are God of my salvation; on You do I wait all day.