Tuesday, July 27, 2010

Boy Month

So, August is a boy month... meaning that we can't "try" this month... well, we, I am sure will practice... we just won't be trying! Blame it all on some silly Japanese calendar that is supposed to predict what sex your baby will be... if you know me, you know that I have researched this to death, asked a lot of questions and made sure that it is pretty accurate!

Course I know using some silly calendar doesn't change the fact that the sperm determines the sex or that the actual determining factor is still God! But, I figure if I up our chances of a little girl even by just a little, Chris cant be mad if we get a boy!!! Well, he can be mad, he just cant blame anyone. After all we already have 3 very precious boys and love each of them with our whole hearts, so we would love another one just the same. He might have to dress in pink but it will be all good in the end!!! Just kidding about the pink... well maybe!

Proverbs 3:5-6
Trust the Lord completely; don't ever trust yourself. In everything you do, put God first, and He will direct you and crown your efforts with success.

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

Waiting on God

Its crazy, I have been psyching myself up for this letdown and for some reason I am not taking it very well again! I think part of the problem is that the ovulation test was good, the positive i was looking for and I thought that we had hit it exactly when we should...

I will just blame it on the age thing which stinks in itself... I don't want to be "old" or in the "higher risk" category... yuck yuck yuck! I have faith that I will get those pink lines when my God in heaven is ready for me to see them... I am just still so impatient...

I am still praying for God's will and I believe he will give me that... but in his time not mine! Course, if you know me, you know that I am not a sit down and wait kinda girl... I'm a planner, a make a decision and get on it kinda girl. So, i guess I will plan to plan to have a baby and we are definelty doing all the right things... so I will learn to also be a wait on the Lord and his plan kinda girl.

So here goes!!!!!!!!

Thursday, July 1, 2010

Trying is fun... Waiting is not!

Waiting to see 2 pink lines or the words pregnant just isnt near as fun as the trying to get pregnant part. Actually it just stinks all the way around. I wish I had patience because it would be so to my advantage right now.

I am making the decision right now to have faith, trust in God that he knows whats best for me and my family and that if it his will for us to get pregnant it is going to happen. So this will be my prayer...

Father God, I am giving this to you, I am trusting in you to know whats best for me, for Chris and for our boys. I am giving my desire and want for a tiny baby girl to you. Please father if it is your will, let it be done. You are most gracious and loving and giving. I am blessed beyond measure. Thank you for all that you already give me and my family.
In your most holy name,

I already feel better!!!!!!!!!